Blurred Hallways

The faces in these hallways become but a blur
I do not walk hallways to see these people
I walk down them to move ahead

Soon me and him will see each other
As soon as i do I'll tell him I love him
We'll be to gather

Now he is but a strange blur in my hallway
Just another face that i will not see.
I have forgotten him

My life will always be a hallway
One that i must travel to move ahead
And in that hallway are pictures
Pictures of blurred faces and Memories

Cold

I feel cold
my hand shakes as i write this
without your laughter and kindness
to warm my heart
I feel cold all the time

This place
These walls
Have so much of you
In them
It makes me cry

Tears stream down my face
and all i thinkg about is
Your face
How happy we were

Are you cold too?
Do you feel as cold as I do?
Swirling emotions
makes me feel even colder
Will i be cold forever?

fadding away

Time goes by
Meomries fade
My life will fade with it

I will lose all of my friends
My family will be my enemy
My poems will be forgotten

But I will still stay in touch with friends
Try to get along with my family
And always will write more

Why?
Because it's something
I cant do nothing forever
Nothing is nothing and i am
Something

I will fade away
But maybe not completely
For i am still something
Even if i fade away

The Minds eye

One eye is gone.
Does that mean you cant see as much as me?
Or can you see even more then i can?
Being blind...
does that mean they can see less then me
With both eyes gone?
I think that they see more.
They can see what people are really
like by the sound of his voice.
By the that he moves.
He doesnt need to open his eyes
Or to see
For the Blind Man has
The Minds Eyes.

Invisible Eyes

I feel so alone in this place
The whit walls are so bright
but yet so cold.
It's cold.
As cold as the eyes of my peers
Following me.
Judging me.

I let my hair cover half my face.
Hoping it will make me invisisble
to their penitrating eyes
"Invisible" I think.

It's rainning as I leave the school.
The water against my skin
makes me feel safe.
But then i feel as if someone is watching.

When I turn,
No one's there
The feeling does not leave.
It's in my mind as i run to my house
The idea of the feeling
of my peers eyes staring at me
From a distance.

"Invisible eyes" I say.
Invisible Eyes

Even When

Even when i'm alone
it's clear that i'm not
Even when i cry
i know nobody cares
even if i die
i know no one will really care
Even though i know all this
I still live on
And even when i feel the whole world hates me
I walk forward
And even when i know i'm not kool
I still have fun
Even though i'm ugly and stupid
I try my best
Even though you want me gone
I'll always be here
This is my life
Even though it sucks

No matter What

Sometimes i feel as though the world is falling beneath me
But i'm standing up all alone
Just standing watching the world i know fall

It doesnt matter if i want it to stay
I'll just stand here and watch it go away
I wont cry or plea or even pray
Cause everything i do is hopeless

Some people may disagree with that
Other may laugh
But i know it's true
And there's nothing i can do

Falling

As i fall into this hole
The memories they flow
of the pain and suffering
I just want to go
i continue to fall
And remember all names
And all of the times i cried
To remember how my Friends acted
and how they were supposed to be there
i feel as though no one cares
and deep inside i know they don't
I'm falling forever