Even When

Even when i'm alone
it's clear that i'm not
Even when i cry
i know nobody cares
even if i die
i know no one will really care
Even though i know all this
I still live on
And even when i feel the whole world hates me
I walk forward
And even when i know i'm not kool
I still have fun
Even though i'm ugly and stupid
I try my best
Even though you want me gone
I'll always be here
This is my life
Even though it sucks

No matter What

Sometimes i feel as though the world is falling beneath me
But i'm standing up all alone
Just standing watching the world i know fall

It doesnt matter if i want it to stay
I'll just stand here and watch it go away
I wont cry or plea or even pray
Cause everything i do is hopeless

Some people may disagree with that
Other may laugh
But i know it's true
And there's nothing i can do

Falling

As i fall into this hole
The memories they flow
of the pain and suffering
I just want to go
i continue to fall
And remember all names
And all of the times i cried
To remember how my Friends acted
and how they were supposed to be there
i feel as though no one cares
and deep inside i know they don't
I'm falling forever