Happy sad

I'm happy for once
I feel like i can fly
I'm high in the air
I want to stay there forever more
Please do not call to me
Leave me be
I love it up here when it's just me.

When i come down
I'll feel sad
To see the pain
In my mother's eyes
I wish i could take her up when i fly
But i'm afraid that she will fall
and when she does,
I know it's all my fault!

Let me fly all by myself
Do not call out to me
Let me fly forever more
In the clouds with just me.